Lies

There seems to be something magical about ones early 40’s. Have you breezed through your early 40’s without a hitch or a glitch? Bloody lucky if you have! The majority of 40 somethings that I hang about with have been stressed beyond belief, challenged in many areas that they used to excel in. It seems … Continue reading Lies

Wishing

I’ve written stacks of wish list plans, “vision statements”. Two I really got right. In 2001 in my first year of practise I wrote a vision statement of my One Day practise. I promptly buried said paper in an avalanche of notes. I spent the next 13 years pretending I didn’t want to have my … Continue reading Wishing

Mending

Woo Hoo! I’m starting to feel better! I no longer feel as though I have fallen into a terrible deep hole.I no longer feel as though I will disintegrate and cease to be. Do you know what suprises me most about my exhaustion adventure? well 2 things…. How incredibly interlinked mental health and physical health … Continue reading Mending

Stand For

Do you know what you stand for? Not stand against…but stand for? What interests you? What encourages you & fires you up? What do you fight for? What do you stand for? I wrote a little manifesto a few months back. My Beloved laughed saying “ you never talk about that, you aren’t that!” I … Continue reading Stand For

Forgetting

I was feeling miserable and sorry for myself. A woman rang, attempting to con me into some scheme. She sounded so defeated my heart bled for her. 1000’s kms away she was doing a job she hated just to make ends meet. It sounded like it was killing her. Each one of us has our … Continue reading Forgetting

Love

  Recently Caspian’s big brother Max, asked me if I wanted Caspian to be normal like him, ever? Thankfully I asked him “Why?”, “you seem to love him as he is” was his reply. Little did Max know I had been striving and straining for that end result. It had cost me a lot of … Continue reading Love